things to look forward to

-celebrating my one year with the love of my life, Alesandro on June 15th. what a wonderful it has been, and i have been blessed with such a tremendous amount of support from my friends and family in this relationship. he truly brings me eminent amounts of happiness. i love him so much and have so much respect for him. not only has he provided for me and proved chivalry still exists, he has also helped me grow and become a friendlier and sweeter human being. i still have my flaws, and sometimes my temper gets the best of me, but it’s a whole different person inside now. i don’t feel the anger or resentment towards those who have done me wrong but instead have offered/tried to give them another chance, and if i haven’t done so, i am willing. Alesandro has had such a positive impact in my life, i couldn’t imagine being away from him.

-i am going to CCSF, and apparently all the homies are too! it’s about to be poppin’… all seriousness, i’m relieved that things worked out so that i could stay here. San Joaquin Delta Community College would’ve been a nice change of scenery, but I can’t stand the heat. I can do the cold, but the heat makes me rage and annoy people because i’m always complaining. heh :D

-“welcome to retail”. i am now a Banana Republic employee! got that 50% discount y’all! so hit me up when you need some clothes ;) i am so excited about this job. it’s different from the secretarial work i’m used to and i’m thrilled to dress nice for work. i get kindof annoyed when people are always saying to me in the halls “why are you dressed so fancy? why are you dressed so nice to school?” because…i like looking good, sorry.  and that has just always been my thing, i think everyone should present themselves as if they were going for a job interview. the first thing people do is look at your face and then what you’re wearing then your personality. clothes matter y’all!

-i’m graduating soon, i am sooo ready to get the heck out of there. sota has been good to me, but i can’t stand the people there, srsly. besides my girls, and the homies, everyone else is just…irrelevant at this point. but hey, they’ll grow up sometime! high school has taught me a lot of things like 1. how phony everyone is and the only way to stand out is to be truthful and if you talk shit, you tell the person to their face before the other tries ratting you out. if you said it, back it up, don’t punk out and give ‘em the “i don’t know…someone told me…i never said that i said ____” 2. people who say “i’m classy/i’m real” are not they are far from it. 3. ignore sophomore/junior drama, they’re the worst and the sluttiest (ooh i said slut) they just don’t stop with the chitter-chatter. you are not hard, nobody scared, and we’re not impressed. 4. mathematics&science is bullshit and we’re screwed for college 5. some teachers are narks, and are disliked by the student body as a whole….oh and when you get in trouble, teachers send out a mass email  to the other teachers talking shit, o0o0oo0o0o0o0o0o feeding into the high school drama are we? yeah, basically don’t get in trouble guys haha. and lastly, 6. at some point, everyone at sota will have seen you, had an opinion about you, and will have talked shit about you. who cares, move on. their judgement is insignificant and old.
high school was definitely a learning experience. i know what i like, what i don’t like, how to avoid annoying people, how to turn annoying people into fun people, and that it’s an all for one one for all kind of world. goodbye high school.

-summer is going to be soooo much fun. EDC , yosemite hard-core camping , Las Vegas for Dom’s 21st, and Tahoe for Alesandro’s 22nd! :)